I am a tall glass of water from entering no man's land - a weight that I have never seen in my life and a weight that I refuse to allow to show up on my scale.
I want this to go away. I feel like I am drowning in my own body. Besides this crazy number on the scale, let me clue you in on other real shi*t:
- My clothes do not fit. At all. I am walking around looking like an uncomfortable sausage woman squeezed into jeans. It is not a good look at all.
- I hardly recognize my body in the mirror. I tend to think that I am skinnier than I actually am. And then I see myself in the mirror and realize just how real this thing is. I am overweight like crazy.
- I can't stop eating.
I am at a point in my life where I need to decide whether to start this journey all over again, or just resign myself to the fact that I am just going to be overweight.
I'll keep you posted on which path I choose.
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